"I could get more..."

Sunday, November 2, 2003

Finally, I watched "Schindler's List" . Everytime when you watch a war film, there are always shocking and touching moments. For this super long 3 hour and 12 minutes film, I cried in the last hour many times. When Schindler is ready to flee and the Jewish Rabbi gave him the letter with autographs from all the jews in the factory in case he got caught; When Schindler was mumbling "I could get more (people)"; When the survivors from the war pay him respect at his tomb many years later, many came with their kids, grandkids... Order came back to the world and humanity came back to the world after the chaos war created. I always thought that those kind of cruel things won't happen the the human being again since we are all so civilized. But weren't those people in the war also thought the same? People are essentially good and I am not going to fall into traditional cynical cycle about the world. Schindler's act changed the world, at least the people who he saved and the people who read and watched his brave behaviors. That's what makes the world better.

I basically spent the whole day watching movies. I spent another 4 hours watching "". The relationship game people are playing in the show is hard to guess when you are living the real life and experiencing the same thing. Relationship is never what it seems like. People could see a beautiful picture and hope themselves will be the that lucky and have a beautiful fairy tale life. And deep inside, everybody knows no matter where you are, you just have to deal with all the shit you have to deal with everyday. Any difference? I'm afraid not. I kept thinking what my life will be if I am with Steve. That will probably just another mess. It's hard to straight things out while my own stuff is not staightened yet. Not to mention he has his own problems with himself and his mom. Oh well, maybe my life is not too bad. Just need to make it better. :)

Posted at November 2, 2003 in Film
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